SADNESS

Sadness is ...

when lover becomes stranger

when friends becomes enemy

when the wall between good and bad is getting blurred

when true love is only exist at fairytale

when betrayal and all lies happen for many times

when sky is getting dark without stars at all

when sorry seems to be the hardest world

when all the faith and trust already lost

when u'r teardrops suddenly fall&u dont know why you cried but u'r heart is fainted

when u find that all facts had been made,everythings are fake

when i hug u from behind but u even dont wanna see me

when all promises made to be broken

when there was us but not there will be us anymore in the future

when everythings that we had become memories that sloqly faded away

so we cant reach it anymore

sadness is live without passion,suffoxicatting then its too late to realize u'r soul is already dead....

IDK what i write feeling super sad cz some rumours going on,i hope that its not true.geeeez why do i feel all ppl are hide something,too many liars in this word. God save me from them T______T

Beautifull Disaster

You such a beatifull disaster

torture my insanity away 

i lost everything and everyone

but i still dont have u as mine

u'r images flows in my head

it stuck on till it dont have a piece for anyone else

i try to think another person 

but its always end up with you

feeling such a fool i cried everynight bcz of u

but u cant hear it

u  even dont  realize my appereance

evry song that i listen only remind me of you

everything that i do only make my feeling go depper toward you

i dont know what to do

i'm going crazy crazy because of you..

ps : I donk know what i write a poem maybe if it can call as a poem.this one isnt inspired by my individual feeling.this one inspired by some crazy fans who's getting mad since JJong officially tell everyone that he's dating Shin Se Kyung.i thinks its stupid,even they are fans they dont have  aright to disturb their idol privacy.i found it amusing as well.. Even i'm one of his fans ( SHINee exactly), i dont feel jealous at all.i dont have anything against this lovely couple.i 'm happy for them,Long Live the billinger prince and princess They look cute and adorable in this pic. Take a look a picture behind ^^ :

LOVE ACTUALLY

Love actually is a HUG

a HUG that pull away u’r sadness

Love actually is a Magic Castle

Because love can give you illusion place to hide

Such a magic castle

When bitter reality hit you

Love actually is when u come to the  Mirotic

Because love tricked you,trapped you

Once u try to come in here ,u’ll never find a way that u passed before

Like my love for our amazing 5.

i cant stop!! surely lost in their world

even maybe they are separated now

I will never stop to support them

To do amazing thing as a group or solo work

Love actually is a Rising Sun

it cheer up u’r mood

make u realize to wake up and try again to get what u want

like a sun that always SHINE the world,accompany us to do many compulsory in this day

Love actually is a simply question that hard to answer

A simply question that makes tears fall down in u’r pale face

A simply question like:

why did I fall in love with you?!

Love actually something that can make u ask:

“please stop the time”

“Don’t Say Goodbye”

Because you want to enjoy all short beautifull memory eternally

With u’r heart,mind and soul

Love actually a way to Begin something better in u’r live by step by step

Begin a new era with all u’r Proud that become u’r sthreght

Love actually is always keep the faith

Even it hurts

Even  it sucks

U’ll always wait patiently without worrying that they&us will create another red ocean

Love actually is a Cassiopea, 5 brightest star that will painted u’r day &night once again

With heavenly Colour,Melody and Harmony

Like they did before

Hopefully  next timewill be forever..

Love actually is Jung Yunho

Love actually is Kim Jaejoong

Love actually is Park Yoochun

Love actually is Kim Junsu

Love actually is Shim Changmin

Love actually is TVXQ/TOHOSHINKI/Dong Bang Shin Ki

I know maybe this name is alredy over or paused

But I stand by you no matter this precious 5 go

Just do everything that make u happy

Thanks for beautifull memories, I’m appreciated what u guys had done

For all fellow cassies friends don’t be too posesive,if they were mean to be they’ll back as one

If they don’t,just accept the fact and move on,try to learn accept new things,still support them

Wish 5 of them can sing anymore,make records, and appear on those stages whatever the form is.

It will never change a fact that they are DBSK members

Stop fanwar or bashing or askening just let it flows and enjoy whatever  those 5 persons bring to us

Though it hurt at deep down inside that they don’t do it together

Note : JYJ will start on this oct but HOMIN? Only fans can bring them again

Michael Jackson

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Standing on in the rain,now i know its really over,but i wont  Leave u alone (dee)

I've been his fans since i was a child

i miss him  and his music so i post this one to memorize him

i'm already accepr the fact that he's gone though its needs 6 months after he died cz all crazyness news that he still alive..

MICHAEL JOSEPH JACKSON (1959-2009)

From little black boy to the white adult man

From innocent kid who has curly hair to pretty controversial man who has straigh hair

From sweet child who lost his change to play in outside to the man who arrange his own neverland inside his house

He never failed to amaze me with his versatile voice, his unique dance move  esp his moonwalk, a deep lyric that he wrote, a soulfull music that he composed,his dedication for his works (look at This Is It movie,though u'r not his fans i bet u'll cry if u watch it), his careness for world&global issues, his uncoditional love for kids that made him trapped for lawcase, well i dont have any proofs but i believe he is innocent, he never abuse a lil boys (kids). thats impossible for me.

Hello - Shinee MV (HD)

Finally this MV is out! check it out and enjoy.those precious boys look so nice. story line is similiar with no other, a man that fall in love with a girl and try to express their felling.the dance is nice slow but still energetic.the music yet lyric is simple and easy listening.nice song though itsnt the killer one like luciver.cant wait to see them at oct12..wish me luck you guys.i really want to see them and Gita Gutawa in KIFF. Amen!! #welcomeShinee

 but in music bank  etc there is possibility to shinee meet JYJ as competitor. i think its gonna be akward,however JYJ is part of DBSK family(though slowly but sure they break away from DBSK identity) and also Sunbaenim for Shinee. Key even fanboy for Jaejoong but yeah music still music,market competition still market competition, just wait and see whats happen next,who will be winner for this competition.i hope the competition will go on healthly.we know how sneaky SM to break JYJ up. God pls protect them, and for Shinee i hope they wont face problem like DBSK had in the future

"You're My Favorite Song"

i've been infactuated by this song recently.i love the simple yet lovely music and lyric.we always know collab between Joe Jonas and Demi Lovato always cool though their relationship as lover isnt work out like the movie itself (camprock 1&2) LOL. Maybe they should be best friends not lovers

the lyric :

Words don't come easy without a melody

I'm always thinkin'

In terms of do-re-mi

I should be hikin', swimmin', laughin' with you

Instead I'm all out of the tune

But what you don't know

You lift me off the ground

You're inspiration

You help me find myself

Just like a bass line in half time

You hold down the groove

That's why I'm counting on you